My name is Pixiepathologist and I am a 21 year old Female. 

Hello everyone, I am a 21 year old female from New York. I am currently in College getting my Bachelor in speech pathology / personality disorders.... I suffered from suicide, I injured my self many times. I have cut my self. doze me self, from pills, and alienated my self. From the time I was 12 until I hit 17 my life was a tragedy. I come from divorce parents. when I was younger I lived with my dad, and when I turned 10 my dad didn’t want me anymore so I had no choice but to live with my mom and her new husband. they made me feel like I wasn't needed, and my mom told me many times she made a mistake having me. I used to take allot of pills, sleeping pills, everything you name it. At 17 I met a boy, a boy who forever changed my life. He taught me how special I am, not just to him but to my self and the world. he made me realize that life is precious, and that I was put on earth for a purpose. he is my best friend, my confident he doesn't know how much he's changed the way I see the world now. so differently. I always kept a diary and till this day I read it and when I read it it tears me apart, because I let so many people put me down. I gave so many people so much power over me. but not anymore I live for me , to make me happy. keeping my head held up high... if you ever need any words of advice, someone to listen, please don’t hesitate to contact me. 

My email is: pixiepathologist@msn.com