My name is Holly and I am a 26 year old Female. 

One day I woke up and finally realized I needed help. I was never happy, never satisfied, always looking for that adrenaline rush to try and fill the void in my life. No matter what I did, where I went, how good things seemed, enough was never enough. There was always and to a degree still is that missing peice of me, that void, that could never be filled. My pattern of unstable relationships was unbearable, love/hate, attracted/disgusted, happy/miserable...all or nothing. For the longest time, I blamed my problems (any and all), on other people, and one day it dawned on me, there is something bad wrong with me. There is way too much info about my BP, and Bipolar to write in "short" paragraph, so I'll move on. I found, after diagnosis, that meds and group therapy works for me. I am in no way cured, but functioning much better. I am much happier. Friends and family have noticed a difference in me, but the most important thing is I notice positive change within myself.

My email is: littlemiss@vci.net