My name is Danielle and I am a 29 year young single mother of one boy and one angel. 

I would like to speak with others about the same unique disorder I accept into my soul....BPD!!! 
I reside, physically in New England, but wander elsewhere mentally. 
I always felt and knew I was different from everyone else. I felt I existed in only my world. There was Me and there was the world. To look as though I always fit in I would put up a "front", I would hide from who I really was. Of course at times, who I really was would frightningly expose herself. I pretty much accepted myself only because I was used to it. It all surfaced more and more at the age of 19. I was confused how I could love the world and everything about it one day, but then despise it another day. My mood swings were unreal, I would confuse people. People honestly thought there were a few of "me". The anger was not simple it was rageful. I would go ballistic over the smallest thing. Some days I was so ill that I would become delusional. I was so paranoid, I thought someone was out to get me...I was convinced. Several voices would have a conversation in my head, but I wasn't a part of it. I constantly hear music. The symptoms go on and on. 

I have been in several institutions. I have been on several medications. I have had several pyschologist and pyschiatrist. It is so easy to be misunderstood...for I am on my own planet. Sharing it with people of no empathy is the most frustrating part. I continue to teach myself. I read. Knowledge is power.

My email is: Danielle.Huberdeau@ghv.com