My name is Karen, I am 31 years of age and I have
been diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar. I have 4 wonderful children and
a husband that is just fantastic. My life has been a real roller
coaster ride from the age of 16 when I started to act out. I have
tried to commit suicide on a few occasions and have been hospitalized on a
number of occasions also in the Dandenong Psych Ward in Australia.
I have seen many many doctors and therapists and finally found the right
one for me. I can now laugh at some of the things I have been
through and I can also see the pressure I put on my family and friends.
I live on a farm of 20 acres and I run a Quarter Horse Stud. My
children are 9 yrs, 7 yrs, and twin boys 6 yrs. I am a busy mum but
now days I just love life to the fullest. 2 years ago I could hardly
walk out of my door at home, now I am actively involved in my children's
schooling teaching computers and taking reading and spelling sessions.
I also attend meeting for my husbands business in the city if things need
to be sorted out. I run the BAS statements and due the Tax at end of
the financial year. I show my horses every weekend and have achieved
remarkable results in doing this. I now have a State Champion Filly
on my hands, bummer hey?
I am very open about my illness and have found that people accept me
anyway through doing this. If they don't understand it then I have
come to the realization that is their problem. I take medication
every day and big deal I say, I am now a better person. I still have
ups and downs but I think that is pretty normal for anyone. indigo10@bigpond.com